-- like today --
when I roll over, exhausted, exasperated
after swimming through heavy dreams
thick with emotion that's overflowed
from long days
And I linger here, sitting in it.
I am weak.
I am flesh
and I am blood.
And I dip deep into my own fears,
realized,
I wade in worry, the gripping kind
that paralyzes me into shallow
breathing,
as though one deep breathe
from my lungs could
trigger a tsunami in my heart.
I am the rich man
who is not willing to give up
what he wants
in exchange for what he
so desperately needs.
I am the thief in the night
robbing my own house.
And in a moment of grace
whispered in the hallways
of my mind,
I am the the young boy's father,
exclaiming through tears
"I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!"
And in my cries,
my heart pleas
to save me from the water
in which I wade too deeply,
to save me from myself,
I am me,
and
He is still good,
and
I choose joy.

this was so lovely and so good. You could have been writing from my perspective...
ReplyDeleteVisiting from Gypsy Mama and I just wanted to tell you that I love this. I can so relate to these thoughts.
ReplyDeleteThank you for this..your thoughts are warm to me today. :)
ReplyDeleteLOVED this! So unique and beautiful.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful. You are a true poet. Thanks for visiting my blog today. Rosanne
ReplyDeletePerfectly wonderful words. You say it so well.
ReplyDeleteOh how I feel this too....
ReplyDeleteAnd in a moment of grace
whispered in the hallways
of my mind,
I am the the young boy's father,
exclaiming through tears
"I do believe; help me overcome my unbelief!"
Standing with you on this journey to live with, choose daily, wrap-around-one's-self JOY!
QUE LINDO SEU CANTINHO,JESUS TE ABENÇOEE CADA DIA MAIS E MAIS.
ReplyDeleteFICA COM DEUS.